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hey kids! im in school right now. i was droped off a bit early, so im in the computer lab. it be 8:40 and i still like like...20 more minutes of waitiing. GAY! so yeah. my parents are being totaly ass wholes. i guess im too complicated for them. Rasinging the phone bill...making them drive everywhere...making them buy me things...making them buy me certain food because im on a diet...(that they propose i shuld do!) and supposably...i dont help around the house. (although the house is somehow clean all the time...and im the only one there. hmm...i wonder how that happes!) whatevz. well...this weekend went pretty well other than my bitches screaming at me. I went to saturday school...and afterwords i went to my friends protest. he was mainly doing it for his project...but it was a lot of fun. like 12 people went and we were holding up the signs and people were honking. i really enjoyed it! we even got cused at! like what the fuck ass whole! were just kids protesting the damn war! damn. even this stupid chunti mexican flipped us off! like...okay i bet you cant even read the sign! youre probably an alien and cant even vote! i shouldnt say that. im doing a project on stereotypes and there i go doing it. lol. whatevz. then...megan came over at like...10. we rented movies...baught some chippies. took pictures. kind of. the next day we went to eat breakfast. then my mom made pizza...and boca jr played aginast River (the two biggest Soccer teams of argentina) and they tied. sucks...but thats better than boca losing. an yeah. tahts that. did you read all of this? if you did! leave me a comment and tell me. should i just gather up my balls and move out? 10 minutes till the bell rings. yay me.
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My god! he just absolutley drives me insane! just looking at him gives me shills. i swear. And i think that the fact that i cant have him, makes e want him even more? i wonder why...why people want what they cant have. Maybe he doesnt like me because he knows he can have me. or...could he? knowing this would i give myself to hoim so easyly... IN A HEART BEAT... |
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im getting tired of not working. i mean, its been atleast 1 year since i began! why dont i have one yet? im tiered of asking the parents for money and sometimes not even getting it..................................... (sorry...got distracted by the dog walking past me in a depressed way...) life...its still going. but when will it be going up in the charts? i want a so im studying the drivers book to get my permit. ill be 18 soon and i think its about time i get my shit together. im gonna be going to college and i gotta be prepared. i dont want no one driving me to school. hell no techno. i think once i get a job i will have something more interesting to talk about...and more friends. speaking of friends...my friend amanda ran away from home. it sucks. now i have no friends in whittier. balls. BALLS!! |
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In response to the poorly written article 'Why Atheism is Wrong', I must say that the article itself is incoherent and does not provide strong evidence to support the title's claim. Just based on the title alone, it is ridiculous to think that there is anything 'wrong' with Atheism. Firstly, beliefs are subjective perceptions that are usually unable to be proven. A belief is a personal feeling toward a certain issue and not one belief is ever truly the same. That being said, when it comes to beliefs there isn't really a right or wrong unless the actual belief borders on bigotry and unjustified hatred towards a certain group of people. Secondly, for a religious person to claim that Atheism is wrong, is very hypocritical in nature. Since the beginnings of Monotheism's existance, political turmoil has accompanied religious discord. I personally can't think of very many wars that were not fueled by some underlying religious agenda. The religious zealots throughout history have the blood of hundreds of millions of people on their hands. |
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and im still aake. drinking some diet coke. mmm. anywas. so i made a video. i like doing that a lot...as many of you can see. lol. this one i talk about the cons of showering. and then i talk about the discover health channel. lol. a great channel. hehe. so new years! holler! Im really excited. i havent seen megan in a long time. so this should be fun! were gonna make pizza! and watch movies! and then sneak boys in and party with hardcore drugs! hahahahaha. yeah right. but yeah. so i went driving today! yay! it was fun! i drove the volvo! my dream car! not this one in particular...but i want a volvo...badly! hehe. anyways. yeah. so thats what i did. i love you.
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ok...so long time no write! lol. so im currently listening to fional apple on my new mp3! holla! umm...i have a new friend! she just moved from las vegas...and her name is amanda. she is honestly the funniest person ever! i pee in my pants every time im with her! lol. ok...so for the best part. his name is jose. sooooooo cute! lol. so yeah...he likes me too! lol. yesterday we went to the movies and he didnt make a move on me once until we dropped him off and i hugged him and he just gave me a peck! lol. honestly...it was the best kiss ever! lol. just that little peck. why? i dont know. but maybe because he didnt try to hook up with me as many guys do. he likes me...he truley does...and thats why i loved that simple kiss.
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so im here in Temple City! the best sity in the world! i cant wait to move back! ee! anyways. im here with megan at davids house...her boyfriend...and yeah. listening to mickey avalon. AWESOME! i love mickey avalon. im addicted to him. so yeah. ANYWHO my stomach hurts. To much water? o rmeat. no still no meat still a vegi. Buti gotta do something about that because becoming aneimic isnt so much fun. i hate being tired all the time and sleeeeeeeeping 14 hours a day. lol. so yeah. i really wanna hang out with a segnificant other. named brenda. lol. i miss her. my bff. my working bee! stupid working bee! lol. yeah. anyways. im gonna be a ballerina for halloween. did i tell you that. no i dont think i did. i know i know you dont wanna hear it...buti really wanna tell you so JUST LISTEN TO ME DAMN IT! david is scratching megans back. Itsounds a little wrong? the cats meowing... sex. |
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im sitting here...writing. My back hurts. I wonder why! no you perves...i wasnt doing anything with a boy! although i wish! haha. yes yes yes...thers a boy. ok. no there isnt...is there? hmm. i think of him. buuuuuut i dont know what the other side has to say. haha. but yeah. im not gonna say anything more because i dont want him thinking im this crazy girl totally in love with him im not a crazy girl totally in love with you ok number 2397 ANYWAYS! sooo..yeah. my dog farted. it smells like onions with eggs cereal milk and dog food. i should definatley think about her diet. lol ok. im talking to this one guy...and he has nothing to say. say something number 2397!! 0ok...im gonna go make him read this hello david! oh...and david. its not "i saw" its "i see!" god damn it! |
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Polygamy..is that spelled right? Anyways. I was watching "dr. keith" and there were people that were involved in polygamy. (the practice or condition of having more than one spouse, esp. wife, at one time.) I honestly dont think its wrong. Morally or whatever. I use to watch the show big love..any of you seen that. Well...its about a polygamous family and all the shit they go through. I dont understand why it illegal. It shouldnt be. Its not hurting anyone. I guess if your a chirstian and stuff you see that wrong...BUT IM NOT FUCKING CHRISTIAN, AND NEITHER IS THE UNTIED STATES! god! i fucking hate these obsessive christians! They are always the ones that are protesting in front of abortion clinics and shit. WTF! go away! no one fucking asked your damn opinion! AND NO! YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO EXPRESS YOURSELF! god! they get me so mad! They are always the ones who go and protest against the athiests! what the fuck! athiests dont go and protest aginst you ass wholes. We arent satanist or bad people. In fact... Most of the time, a rapist, or murderer comes from a religious family, so yeah...think about that while i go get myself some water... BACK! Anyways. Back to polygamy. Yeah...it aint wrong. I have actually thought about involving myself in polygamy. Should i say this on livejournal? lol. Well...its not like i ponder about it everynight like "man, i wanna grow up to be a polygamouse!" haha. no. like, when i hear about polygamy or watch the show "big love" i just think "i wonder what it would be like...and it doesnt look so bad!" just like that. but yeah. thats that. im outty five thousand! |
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why do i procrasinate?! like...i dont understand. i think its just my stupidity...because it aint because im lazy! well...i suppose its something psycological. hmm. Im mentally unstable! haha. im too great to be anything mental. lol. So yeah. I added the guy i like on myspace...wrote him a message...he read it...and added me...but didnt write back. :( I hate the fact that it seems they like you in person...like all the little things they do...but then myspace fucks it all up. doble u Tee Ef?!?! do you get that. me too. no. i dont. do you get this...because i dont. Just completeley forget this snetence riiiiiiiiiiiiiight now! anywho. I have no school tomorrow so these are my options. A) Go visit at TC and have fun. lol Shit. peace
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Dang! havent written in here in like foreva! lol. so yeah. I stayed home today. my mom just asked me if i wanted to stay home so thses were my options... stay home and not see the boy i like...or stay home and sleep...oooo i obviously chose numba 2. lol. so yeah. ok! yay! boy! haha. im not sure if i should state his name. just incase we get involved in another world war and the nazis (terrorists) get a hold of this. TUN TUN TUN! lol. anyways. yeah. hes a cutie! lol. he walks me to class all the time. :) its nice. i feel pretty. lol. hes all that and a bag of potatoe chips! holla! lol anywho. i miss brenda. i saw her on saturday...it was nice. it was like...three months since i saw her! dang! she looked so cute! with her work cloths on! im so proud! lol. yup yup yup. hmm. what else has happend to me. well...i guess nothing big. still a vegi...gaining weight on my stomach losing it on MY ASS! wtf is that shit about! lol. still addicted to the cobra snake. love how them girlz dress! lol. and thats all. If youre my friend...gimmie your address because latley ive dedicated myself to writing letter to people. lol. so yeah! thats that!
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she just shuts the doors and leaves me here and makes me clean the entire house cindarella status!!!!!!! fuck! and then she comes home and its not good enough so she punishes me! wtf! she never lets me go out anywhere! i cant wait till im 18! im so outta here with megan back to tc! imma finish off the year there! hell yeah! and now...she wont let me be in orchestra anymore because she thinks i need math and says that music will never take me anywhere. wtf?!?! ok mom...ef you! whatever. so tomorrow i find out if megan will go to cal high or not. man i hope so!!!! im gonna die without her there! i hate how much i depend on people. actually...i feel i mostly depend on megan. lol. i look up to her so much its not even funny. She is so efing intelligent yet the funniest person! man. i dont know. i wish i was like her. not so imature. lol. but i have come to the point where i have made peace with myself. recognized who i am, and accepted it. i like myself. I think im a talented kid..and a good daughter. so whetever mom. ef you. i never go off and get into trouble...i get decent grades in school...i occupy myself with art...and i like my brain. lol. i might not be the smartest pancake...hhaah...but im pretty damn smart. so yeah. thats that. thats all i gotta say... i want a kimono.
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i cant spell today. it seems as though i get stupider every moment i think. Is stupider a word?! WTF AMANDA. whats going on. i dont like this. i dont like this oooone bit. anyways. megan spent the night yesterday. it was fun. im so glad that we are freinds again. not that we ever stopped being friends...just that we sort of drifted away ever since she left tc high. and now...since i moved...shes over atleast once a week. its really awesome. (theres a cricket in my kitchen...and i want to kil it with my telepathic powers.) i have those you know. incase you thought i was crazy. i can move gummy worms (not gummy bears though...i dont know why) and i can bend spoons. so yeah. i bored. i wanna watch some porno. those are fun. guys masterbating is hot. megan agrees. i love you baby girl! i miss you! lol. yeah. megans ma "bebe gurl!" i feel excited today. imma go dance!
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OMG!!!! i love sara! lol. We snuck out yesterday at around 2...and we ran manianically!!! lol. is that a word? lol. anyways. we ran around the street...almost got caught by cerfew with la policia. lol. we filmed us almost getting caught by the cops! wonder if that will work. lolso yeah. thats that. so today im going down to TC! i love it! im excited! oh oh! i got skinny pants!!!! yay!!!!!!! I cant wait to get more cloths. its about damn time iw ent shopping. lol sara and i met this hot guy yesterday. he was sorta weird like...getting all up in our grill..lol. but he was awesome! we met him at starbucks...he works there...and goes to our school. lol. I wanna get a job at starbucks!!!!! arg. anyways. im off to do my hair!! love ya!
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so yesterday i saw that ricky bobby movie...SO EFING FUNNY!!!! lol i also got coffee with my brother. we talked about how i hate that the stereotype of the average hispanic is so ture. we debated. I just dont understand how our generation is fucked up and says "fuck the fact that my immigrant parents stuggled so damn hard and im gonna go off and party and thats all" what the fuck! or i dont understand why we are viewd at so low in soiety. Why is so surprising when a hispanic becomes something so great. why is it that when you go to south central, you lock the doors...and you look at the dirty broken down houses and you know that a mexican lives there. I understand that they are poor...but i dont remember spending money on cleaning my house. so that was our argument. anyways. today. i ate spinach empanadas...sooooooo good! lol. my friend is talking to the guy im into...i dont know what to do about it. like...him and i are friends...but yeah...annnnd...she knows about me and him...soyeah. i told him to go for it. but...i dont know where ill stand in our friendship (with my friend) if she goes off to him. gay. he also wrote me apoem! you saw me at a distanc at t.c. high, and were afraid i guess to say hello or bye, you told me on my space u though i was hott, even though the truth is im really not, we decided to talk and then hook up, which was fun for me when i felt up ur cup,lol you were afraid to show me a pic of urself nude, but damn girl you look good dont mean to be rude, iv had fun getting to no u wit all our convos and iv had no regret, and i hope we have sex soon or make love better yet! yeah...he wrote me poem in less than...5 minutes! i love it! i love him! lol
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so im sitting here...bored cuz blah. lol. Im talking to him...but he just sems to totally not be interested in talking anymore. I ruined his social life. but totally unintentional. i hate myself for being the cause of his sadness. i need to get him otta my head. I really try...but its hard. so whatever. Anyways. It smells like burned spinach. My mom just told me that she cant make me my vegi empanadas...because shes a bitch. in about 3.7 minutes she will tell me to remove myself form the computer. yeah...there sheeeee goes. ugh. whatever. Anyways. This is totally gay. im so bored! i need new cloths. I have no jeans. OMG OMG OMG! i want skinny pants soooooo bad!
and i also want a new bathingsuit...and im also gonna make myself a bag! yay! hmm...i wanna get a new hair style. although i kinda just got one...but thats only my bangs. ching chong changs! and i wanna get a job...so i can get these...and oh oh...i want a new dress...slightly slutty! i love you guys! new music introduced to: im awesome! lets dance! i need to clean my mouse. computer mouse. yeah!
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so yesterday...surprisingly my mother went to sleep early. I had the need to take advantage of this great opportunity and sneak off to god knows where! I was to go to my home town...to see a friend...so..i knew to take the 50 to uptown...and then the 78 would take me all the way to covina...where i would take another bus to rosemead...and then to tc...but something happend...did i pass my stop? Where the fuck am i?!?! So i get off...and i just sit there. looking around. omg! i was so scared...there was NO ONE! so i just sat there...and looked around. i should have taken some photos! damn it! anyways. this couple with their kids passed by...thank god i know spanish...and i asked them where i was. They said west covina. i was like...hmmm. k. and then they told me that the busses had stopped running and that they won't run anymore until 5am!!!!! it was around 2 am!!! i was suppose to be at my house by that time. so...i was fuuucked. I began to walk! lol. I just walked twords the street light to see what street i was on. I wanted to call my friend megan so she would come to get me...but i had her cell phone! I had no choice but to call her house. Thank god she use to live in west covina...her dad knew exactly where i was. omg!!!!! i arrived to my house at around 4 45. lol. and now im here...safe. LETS DO THAT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i never thought that i would cause any dram between friends! wtf! omg. i feel like such shit right now. wow. didnt think this would ever happen. omg! i just caused a friendship to break up! what!! so...to make someone happy...im gonna sneak out tonight and go to TC...i need tc in me anyways...but yeah. i think i might give it up tonight. my inocence. To a guy that doesnt have the same feelings. Amanda what are you doing!!! Sneaking out in the middle of the night and taking the bus to TC! omg...im gonna die tonight. but atleast ill lose my virginity before dieing... : )
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Fucking megan isnt coming until 7:30! damn her! we wanted shannon to come...but fuck that plan. lol. we'll keep inviting her. aaanyways. new myspace picture! with my new hair! yay! i love it!
lol. i really like it. yay me! lol. annnnyyywaysss...im bored. I think i should clean the house a little before the excorsist...mi madre...some home ciao! muah!
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fuck! i just threw up my entire lunch so i made lucnh for my family. Ravilois. My mom baught them. so i cooked the,...made a bomb as sause..with meat ofcourse...but thats for la familia..anyways. I made myself some raviolis too...with seperate sause...and i ate it...as i took my 7th bite...i came to realize that this doesnt taste as it usually does...so i look at the box and it says "beef ravilois!!!" i became sick. I ran to the bathroom and "blah!!!!" so thats one. Now im here on the computer talking to shannon...helping her translate to this guy in spanish. im so proud of myself. haha. yeah.
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